So... um... Hi Well, lets see here... I'm going to try and explain why I've been lost to DevArt for... hmmm, almost this entire year? And, I'll give the briefest summary possible (from my mind ) of my life from... April?... up 'til this point. So, yeah, I haven't really been on DevArt for maybe more than five min. at a time -just to glance at the constant building numbers of messages and deviations- since late April really. To all of my friends on here... if you still consider me friend, I trully am srry for not being here, to update a journal, fav you guys' art, comment on your journals, etc... My biggest excuse for this is: Life (and usually non-reliable internet >.< ) I decided to take the time out today to write this, and I'm using the krappiest internet ever (dial-up T.T) Hopefully I'll be able to be on much more often, probably daily , once we have much better internet, possibly in a couple weeks -yay- So, yeah, life happened: Sophmore year ended; summertime began; went on spanish trip for a week -to DisneyWorld for the first and only, so far, time in my life-; spent three weeks @ best friends house ... mine and her relationship, I think, is almost non-existant now...; spent time at 'non- home' with mother and her -now-known-to-be- psycho boyfriend; went through hell as always there; spent more time at bff's; met some ppl online ; got in a couple relationships that way; went through the most humiliating and (physically) painful night of my life -because of my mother and the psycho) on July 4th T.T; turned 16 on July 9th -krappy birthday-; broke-up with an a-hole then; met the love of my life ^-^ -Paul Daniel Dryden-; been together for almost 4 months now ^-^ He has been my rock through the rest of this...: went through much more hell at 'non-home' with mother and psycho; week prior to August 4th was the worst (again Paul was my only relief); my mother went missing on August 4th; hasn't been found since; I'm with my dad now (and my sometimes very crazy step-mom), and though life is still very hard, I'm in a better place now... I think my 'mother's' decision to leave us was the best she ever made :/ I'm a Junior in high school now; have a very loving <3 bf ; still being mostly ignored -and feeling very unwanted- at home :/; but, life is life, and it will get bettter For now, hopefully, I'm back: I have almost 400 deviations and almost 200 messages @.@ on here, and there's no way in hell I'll be able to filter through them all until we get better internet... but, I will! ^^ so hang in there my fav friends and artists, you'll get your favs and comments soon enough again! ^^ If you take the time to read this, thank you to those who do I'll ttyl all, buh-byez for now

Oh! Btw: HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!! (almost forgot x3 )